~He's Gone~

Sob. Hiccup. Cry.

I just composed myself from dropping Randy off at the bus depot an hour ago. I hate saying good-byes, they suck. Well, I never say good-bye if I can, I always say "till I see you again". As expected I don't think that I will be sleeping again tonight so I've been making to do lists like crazy and planning out all the time I have left here so that I a) keep busy, b) am prepared to move, and c) have things in general caught up. It is always my way to calm myself, make a list. I probably won't even look at them again, hard to say, but they help to soothe me....anal person I am... Anyhow, I'm off to make another cup of tea and pray that there is at least a couple of hours of sleep in store for me, it's almost 4am and I need to be up for work at 7:30am to get ready...